Monday, January 24, 2011

Of suffering little children

I pride myself on being able to separate between my personal self and the workplace. Despite my seemingly affable appearance, I keep myself distant from most people at work. In the vein that one catches more bees with honey than with vinegar, I usually keep my nose out of most tangles at the office. Of course, one shouldn’t make the mistake that I am of no opinion when it comes to certain members at the workplace! I’ll have you know that I do opine. In grand fashion no less, too.

Such is the occasion that after facing certain individuals—be they from the workplace, or from social gatherings—that I tend to come away with a sour taste in my mouth. One such occasion was from the trainings I’ve conducted in my line of work.

The take-away of me as a trainer is that now I am of the opinion that youths nowadays are—as a majority, or at least half of that number—a thoroughly stupid lot. I wouldn’t have minded at all if people are ignorant, or ill-educated; not everyone could recite lines from Milton’s Paradise Lost unless one is a true classicist literati but I do expect a certain … coherent thought process. It just ticks me off when people just take what was given for granted and expected to be spoon-fed. It is as if they were still in diapers or leading strings. I am of the opinion that leading strings make handy strangling device, but that’s just me …

I’m not saying I am perfect. The Heavens alone knows I’ve done my lion’s share of mistakes and gaffes. Yet I believe I have, if not wiser for them, then certainly more careful about what shoe size I’m going to stick into my mouth. No, this particular entry won’t divulge what those mistakes are; such gems must be doled out bit by bit. And yes my dears, I’m very good with things going into my mouth: shoes, food, drink, ciggies, et al … It curdles my blood that these are the future software engineers, neurosurgeons, or insert whichever high-falutin’-job-here—all waiting to be mined as future resources. Such behaviour—the attitude that the world owes them—is verily beyond the pale. I believe Mark Twain said it best:  “The world doesn’t owe you a living. It was here first.”

Of course, there are those youngsters who are a credit to their parents, or whichever system of education that inculcated a strong degree of professionalism and maturity—at times well beyond their years. I am sometimes awed by them as it just harkens back to my somewhat glaring lack when I was their age. For these little gems among the often overwhelming dross, I will wake up at 5:00 in the morning  on the weekends!

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Of New Year musings

Aaah … One almost feels suicidal with these past gloomy days. Of course, I can only speak for myself. But if anyone feels like opening a vein, tell me please. I could always stand watch.

No, perhaps it was just one of those little morose thoughts that I oft-times entertain. I know that at times I seem to relish my inner petulant-angst-ridden-hormonal-adolescent (would that we never grow up!) or fancy myself a Byronic creation—but la, usually it was just me being my usual insular, melancholic and snippy self.

I wish I could regale you gentle readers with my stupendous New Year celebration filled with awesome tales of outlandish antics and debauchery that would make even the most inveterate hedonists blush. But no such tales this time around, sadly. After having done and experienced things as I had, it was time to leave such trivialities behind and move on. Like most New Year’s Eve past I spent it at home.

Of course, I wasn’t alone. Not this time around anyway. Suck it!

Therein lay this particular quandary.

I was content to an existence of single blessedness (or is it blessed singleness?). After watching so many relationships unravel—others, mine—I was admittedly leery of being in one. Perhaps it was the oft-cited male affliction called ‘fear of commitment’. Perhaps it was just a long dry spell. I know those who know about that particular aspect of my life would roll their eyes and snicker, Ya think?

As often is the case, just when I find myself in a relationship … is just when I get—we shall call them signals—from previously uninterested parties. Yes, it does make one want to gash one’s wrist, doesn’t it?
I suppose it is the classic case of “when one is waiting for the bus, the bus won’t come” scenario—but seriously?

I have to admit. Stars alone know how tempted …

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